If Pride was Money, We Could Go Buy a Drink, or Fancy Car, or Eurotrip Package for Two, or Lawangwangi-esque House on the Hillside for Us to Build a Dysfunctional Family

I want to scream out loud in front of your face about how much I love you.

I love you!

I love you!

I love you!

I love you.

But I don’t want to scream out loud in front of your face about how much I love you.

I don’t want it to be mutual.
I’m afraid it will not be mutual.
I hope in the end it will be mutual.

So most of the times, I will let you scream out loud in front of my face about how much you love me.
For we know it will always be mutual.

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Futurama

Read 2 books per week.
Making $$$ through journalism.
Continue French lesson.
Further research on corrosion, making $$$ through projects.
Saving $$$ for independent holiday.
Pamper self, stop being so ugly and messy all the time.
Be with A through his hard thesis times.

“So stay sweetly numb. Remain lifeless, love”

As emo as I’ve been since junior high school (and ever-changing since), A Fire Inside’s Decemberunderground has never grow old on me. Which means, just like I did to the oldman, I’ll forgive and forget thou eventually.

Affliction – AFI

(click here for the audio)

Every night devise
new heights in genocide.
Lover I am loveless.

All my friends and I
toast health and suicide.
Lover, I am lonely.

Come on!

Were you holding hands when
my palms bled?

Oh, I will be alright...
just use me, just use me.
The future's bright without me.
Spend some time walking the line.

World is unified.
Ennui, and I divide.
Lover, I am loveless.

Red days and burning might bleed
'Til the faceless die
Oh, lover I am lonely.

Were you holding hands when
my wrists bled?

Oh I will be all right...
Just use me, just use me.
The futures bright without me
Spend some time walking the line.
Spend some time walking the line.

So stay sweetly numb.
Remain lifeless, love.
Stay sweetly numb.
Maintain lifeless love.

Stay sweetly numb.
Remain lifeless love.

Oh I will be all right...
Just use me, just use me.
The futures bright without me
Spend some time walking the line.
Spend some time walking the line.